I'm having a difficult time transitioning from a personal blog about life and family to one solely about me. I had been so confident in my decision to journal publicly about ME, or rather, the ME that I want ME to BE/The ME that I want to find in ME. But it has been difficult. Defaulting to standard child updates (
Ami did this today, or I can't believe he can do this now) made it so easy to blog regularly; the kid is constantly changing. I mean he grew a quarter of an inch in one month! I haven't grown that much since....junior high? elementary school? And it seems that my emotional/intellectual growth is just as rare these days.
I can't seem to focus and MY world--the world inhabited by the as-yet-unidentifiable ME--is in constant turmoil. I keep coming across forks that give me options but I refuse to steadfastly choose one.
I just can't commit.
I guess I've never been able to fully commit. To anything really.
Maybe this comes from not yet finding the ME.
Maybe, if I would write more I'd know what I think.
That's it. My first ME decision. I'll write to so that I can see what I think. It works for
this guy, so why not give it a try?
One fork in the road behind me. Two more big ones ahead.
